concrete feelings
7:31 PM
you scare me
my heart can't handle your dimples and how you throw your head back when you laugh
I'm more nervous to talk to you than to take the ACT or apply to college.
Scratch that.
Nothing's scarier than applying to college.
but you come pretty dang close.
I seriously get anxiety and probably more than is healthy
as if any anxiety at all is healthy
my mood ring is purple and that means romance
so let's roll with that.
I'm no electrician
but I know this is a good kind of electricity that we have
and I want nothing more than for you to
hold my heart
it's beating for you anyways.
But let's not talk about that.
Let's talk about how humans sneeze when they walk into the sun
And how we'll never know how long balloons last in the sky
once they've been let go of
And how bricks are thrown everyday from all of the
snarky comments and petty remarks
Let's talk about how ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD
(and by dead I mean on missions)
Let's talk about how nothing feels more concrete than when you're holding the one you love.
Because the best moments are the ones where his heartbeat is
louder than the movie.
and now I've collected enough bricks to build myself a house
and who knows if you want any part of me.
Someone else said you get just as nervous as I do.
but I lost my mood ring so I don't know how I feel about that.
"Every ring is a mood ring when you feel nothing" --Lorde
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all my friends are dead too. (on missions)
ReplyDeletebut i lost my mood ring so i don't know how i feel about that. FREAK YES FREAKING FREAK YES
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ReplyDeleteI'm no electrician
ReplyDeletebut I know this is a good kind of electricity that we have
this is beautiful
"I'm no electrician"
ReplyDelete#stolen
"and I want nothing more than for you to
ReplyDeletehold my heart"
and the mood rings>>>>